Dear ________,
Attachment is a scary, scary thing. Please try to understand me. I�ve been very careful about trusting people and getting attached. Attachment�s not always a bad thing though. Remember how it was in the beginning? I don�t regret it, because those experiences taught me what I don�t want and what I�d do differently.
But you. With you, I was careful. More than I�d ever been. I was cautious. Not was, am. I am cautious. Or what I believe I�m trying my best to be.
And the only reason attachment can be scary, is when you�re unsure of how strong the bond is between you and a person. I guess this is where trust comes in. I�m scared of dealing with what happens after that bond is severed. I don�t want to go through that again.
But what can I do? Nothing is in my control. Accepting Guru�s Hukam is easier said than done sometimes. I pray for understanding and the power to accept His Will.
Chardi Kala,
Your friend.
�The Letters I Never Sent� is a column about things the author has actually wanted to say to certain people but in letter form. She has never actually �sent� them.
